i dont know if anyone can give me any advice but iv been searching on the internet with no joy so asking u mums.
its been a year now since i broke up with my violent ex.the violent was horrific. he was very jelous an i could never do right. this started when i got pregnant with my twins.but one night was even more horrific it was my friends party . an i went wearing shorts and a top(i was still slim at the time).i had calls telling me to get home etc. i knew what was waiting for me so i said i would stay at my best friends.he used his charm to get me home.how i wish now i stayed..
that night he beat me so hard i lost one of my babies.of course he was sorry.anyway i stayed with him as he threatened he would kill me andthe other if i left him.finally when my dd screamed as he dragged me i left. i could have the beating but not my children witnesing it.
weve broke up over a yr now and i have been depressed and hard getting my life bk. but i know the grieving of a child will never go away but its eating me up whole if i had left him. i would have both of my twins.my dd is 2 nowbut i think about her twin every day.
my friends are worried about me and say i should try get some therapy.can anyone give me advice at all i dont know what to do anymore