youwouldntbelivewhoiamandprobw ·
26/05/2005 09:31
if i had my real mn name on here you wouldnt believe it so have used this one..i didnt think i would ever post htis but.......i have had enough.my head is full and i just want to go to sleep and shut it all out...i had depression a few years back and was on ad s am not on them now and in the past year have got though some really horrible stuff with out the ads..at the mo most things in my life are ok ,,but there are a few stresses which i wont talk about,,then thismorning when i thought i felt fine someone asked haow i was i burst into tears and ,noe i feel like my life has gone well for a few months and someone has realised and said oi ,,,you been ok too long and im at the top of the rollarcoaster waiting to drop ,,i am so scared i dont want to go down there again...........