I feel so weary

[Titania]

just got back from shopping. it was the last thing i needed to be doing but it was a case of having to. I feel totally drained mentally and physically. My head is starting to hurt again. I am sat here in tears....I can't physically do anymore even if i wanted to. There is still so much that needs doing but i really cant even lift myself up enough to even go up the stairs.....WTF is wrong with me??? I feel so damned useless and crap.

ds2 has had his sleep fir the day. dd is back from nursery now. she doesnt sleep in the day anymore....shes just had her dinner but is still pestering she wants something to eat, purely because i am on the computer....

it will drive you mad if you keep getting pestered - take a deep breath and log off MN for a bit! Go and sort out some grub for dd and bung tv on...go on be brave, log off!! But come back later when kids are busy. xxx

Hi,just saw your thread Titania and know exactly how you feel.I was on 20mg cipramil and like you felt so tired all the time,dizzy and shakey.I have a ds of 3 and a dd of 2 and they don't sleep in the day now ethier.
I came off the cipramil in december and although i still have my bad days i have found the tiredness and dizzy spells are not as bad.I found on the tablets i could not cry if i'd wanted to and although my Hv said that was a good thing i think sometimes having a good cry does you good to get it out instead of bottling it all up.
I like you have no family or friends network to rely on and that i think is part of my priblem,it is so hard being on your own with just your children as much as we love them with no adult conversation at all.
Keep your chin up and maybe discuss with your doctor about getting some CBT therapy.I am on a programme at the moment and it challenges your negative thoughts which i know i have many.
I t just lets you look at the altenatives instead
of making everything black and white.
Hope this helps,i know how you are feeling and it is very difficult to explain to someone who is not going through it,especally family members i find
best wishes

i am going to go and clean the upstairs now.....funfunfun.....NOT.... Oh well....it needs doing....

NO! don't clean - sit down and relax.

lol....yeah right!!!

SIT DOWN!!

honestly love whats gonna happen if it isn't cleaned today? you do a bit more when you do get round to it? is that so awful?

Trying to keep a house clean and tidy when you have little kids is like trying to sweep up leaves on a very windy day, you have to just leave it, and accept that the house might get messy sometimes but you certainly aren't the only one!

Please take some time for yourself Titania, and relax.....

ok...now i really AM buggered...oh well...at least its done for a few days now.....just got downstairs to do now lol!

oh Titania! honestly you'd die if you saw the way I live, most of the time its a complete state. Clean underneath tho.... I hope!

I bet you had the neatest and cleanest dolls house ever!

i never had a dolls house....

Titania, housework doesn't matter. You do. Your little ones don't care if the house is immaculate. Please, take it easy. Have you talked to your hv about this? Please look after yourself. You're more important than a house.

T - stop cleaning and rest find a good book and curl up and read it - DoN't worry abouit your house - mine is cluttered and sure other people's are what is more important is for you to rest let me know when for a visit - take care flower miss you xx