I have a lovely, lovely partner, two beautiful boys, a lovely house and family, fulfilling work.
So why:
- do I get the weeps so frequently
- am I so horrible to DP
- do I have to be so controlling
- do I seem to want to destroy everything
- do I lose my temper with my older boy (a gorgeous child)
- can I not be easygoing
- do I find DP's family soooo irritating when they are perfectly nice people, just not my cup of tea
- etc etc etc
- feel so tense all the time
- feel unable to let myself be happy
- wreck everything
- am I so nasty to live with
etc etc etc
I'm feeling ok today which is how I am posting this. I've only thought about it since posting a thread the other day about a disagreement I had with DP. Made me think about how tightly I have to control things. (Having said that I am a messy, sloppy thing, not obsessive about housework etc.)
What is my problem? More to the point what can I do to whip myself into shape?