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Should I up my medication

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Blossomhill · 31/01/2005 21:10

Have suffered with anxiety based depression for as long as I can remember. Anyway since my dd has been born and the stress of dealing with all of the special needs issues my gp put me on ad's last June. I am on Dithiopin 75mg. Went back to see her in December as I was feeling very low and broke down. She asked me to up the dose to 150mg as the dose I was on was to get me started and wasn't a theraputic dosage.
I am so scared to do it incase I am on them for the rest of my life. I know I still need them and don't feel 100% right in myself.
Why am I feeling this way?

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ImuststopdrinkingBlossomhill · 19/02/2005 22:18

It just makes you go cold doesn't it. Like at the moment I've got a pain in my left breast and I have already diagnosed myself already...
I drive dh up the wall. he doesn't get me at all.

Newbarnsleygirl · 19/02/2005 22:23

I think I've got a slight ear infection or maybe just a saw throat but the pain was going up in to my head this morning and I was sure it was a brain tumour!

ImuststopdrinkingBlossomhill · 19/02/2005 22:24

nbg - it's so scar isn't it, I am the same. Even when I have period pains I am like oh god what is it. I don't want to worry my whole life about dying ffs. I mean I will die one day but I may as well enjoy it while I am here!!!!

Newbarnsleygirl · 19/02/2005 22:29

I hear that!!

I tell you what though, ever since I have had dd I panic when I have my periods now thinking I might be haemorraging (sp) or something. It's un real sometimes.

I think I need a good talking to with my dh, he always seems to bring things back in to perspective for me for a while.

Still can't help but panic sometimes though.

ImuststopdrinkingBlossomhill · 19/02/2005 22:34

Have to say the counselling did help me put things into perspective. I said that 1 in 3 get cancer and she was like yes 1 in 3 0 - 100 year olds, everyone has to die of something.
She also told me to stop reading take a break, woman etc as they always have a story about cancer and I would automatically get the symptoms and would convince myself that I had it.
Also suffer from PMT so I am so much worse when I am on.

Newbarnsleygirl · 19/02/2005 22:42

Am due any day now but have to say the PMT hasn't been too bad this month for change. It has been crossing my mind that I could be Pg am on day 26 so will know any day but I think it's just me being daft! My pmt normallyconsists of having zero patience and scream at dh about everything. He's such a lucky husband!

Reading things never helps. There's another thread about a programme on depression tonight, I never read it and I thought I'm better off not watching it.

ImuststopdrinkingBlossomhill · 19/02/2005 22:49

Nbg - have to say that the tablets really helped with the pmt. I was so bad that sometimes (usually the day before I ACTUALLY CAME ON) i WANTED TO DIE. Sorry about caps on!

So are you hoping to have another baby soon then ?

Newbarnsleygirl · 19/02/2005 23:06

I don't know really! I don't know how I would feel?!

We only moved to this house in September last year and we have no other bedrooms or space for another child. I don't know what we would do!

My mum suffers with anxiety as well. She really struggled coming of her ad's.
We went shopping the other week and her crown fell out whilst she was eating. She had the biggest panic attack I have ever seen. She was sweating, in tears and everything. I did'nt know what to do. She eventually calmed down but it was awful to see her go through that and she gets like it quite alot. Quite ironic for her as she works at a Physciatric hospital!

ImuststopdrinkingBlossomhill · 20/02/2005 09:52

NBG - well we lived in a tiny 2 bed flat when I had dd, it was hard.

My mum sounds similar to yours in that she suffers from anxiety. So does my sister, my aunt, my nan (died years ago). It's so obviously genetic and the scary thing is that all of the older lot have had break downs when they have been going through there menopause. Great

Newbarnsleygirl · 21/02/2005 10:13

How are you today BH?

ImuststopdrinkingBlossomhill · 21/02/2005 21:15

I am feeling a bit better as I have been out clothes shopping. Sending shopping always puts me in a good mood and the children went back today so it was normality resumed.
How are you?
Oh one thing though I've pulled a ligament in my knee. I hate anything like that!

ImuststopdrinkingBlossomhill · 21/02/2005 21:15

Oops sorry talking about myself and how are you today?

Newbarnsleygirl · 22/02/2005 23:05

Sorry went off yesterday. Fine thanks anyway BH.

Although am rather jealous of your spending spree!

SolarBoy · 31/08/2006 16:35

Dear All

I am not a parent but I do know something about Dithiopin , a Tricyclic AD.

Many years ago, thank GOD, I had cancer. During that time, I developed acute anxiety, could not sleep for days at a time that, in turn, lead to very severe panic attacks. I was given 75mg of Dithiopin to take every night because it was intended to both help to moderate my mood swings and to act as a sedative so I could get to sleep. I found the frequencies of anxiety attacks and their levels of force increased significantly as I became more exhausted from not sleeping. Therefore, Dithiopin helped in two ways, reduced my violent moods and helped me to sleep.

In order to understand how Dithiopin works, you need to know what our bodies do. Our bodies make their own painkillers in the form of opiates called endorphins, that help to fight pain, fear, depression and anxiety. There are naturally occurring opiates out there in the World, for instance Opium that is refined into Heroine and Diamorphine. Drugs like Heroine and Diamorphine work simply because they mimic our body?s own painkillers. That is all. That is also why it is so difficult to come off substances like Heroine because all the time, our bodies are monitors the level of pain killing opiates in our bloodstreams and stop making their own when we take external opiates because they sense that there is enough in the body as it is. That is also why going cold turkey is such a shock. In most cases, our bodies have stopped making our own painkillers and we have nothing to fight against any of the above conditions. Can our bodies start to make our own painkillers again? Yes but it takes a while.

The real neural system for managing pain is very complicated, not fully known and I wouldn?t want to suggest otherwise but simplistically speaking when we suffer severe anxiety or depression, we are simply feeling the effects of not having enough of our own body?s chemicals, be that painkillers or other things. Dithiopin and other Tricyclic drugs work by acting as catalysts that encourage our bodies to make more of our own painkilling, sedating and mood enhancing chemicals. That is why they are not addictive. They do not replace what our bodies do; they simply increase the rate of our own production. Nevertheless, it took me two years to come off my course of drugs. I first took 75mg, then 50mg, then 25mg and so on. Our bodies, in these incidents have taken a severe blow and our recovery is not instantaneous. I reduced my dose whenever I felt that it was appropriate and not before. One night, two-and-a-half years later, I said to myself ?I don?t need these any more? and stopped. I stopped when I was only taking, I think, 10mg at night, not 75mg. There is a great difference.

Hope this helps?

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