I'm struggling a bit at the moment, I feel disconnected from everything and keep thinking about planning to end my life. I'm not sure how but I've thought about making a will and figuring something out.
I've suffered from depression and been on antidepressants for all my adult life and I can't keep going with this. I feel alone and a failure.
I've just gone back to work after 14 weeks unpaid leave to try and clear my head, but it hasn't helped, in fact it's made things worse.