I’m in a 136 suite, I think that’s what it is. And could do with some company.
made a half hearted attempt a few hours ago, more just needing things to stop/a break from the world.
rang 999, got made to drink a glass of some black chalky stuff that’s stained everything in sight,
and now sitting in a room in A&E with a very uncomfortable seat and a cup of tea/tuna sandwich, and a nurse watching me. If they close the door they have a window they can see me through.
i haven’t told anyone what’s happened and wishing i had or could. Dunno what to do. They said someone from psych hospital will come and speak to me and see where we go from here but said that could be hours yet. I just want to go home now, I don’t know what I was expecting to happen.
Next door keeps screaming that he was ‘only defending himself (I’m) and not fucking nuts’. God knows what he’s done.
I’ve never done this before. Feel totally shit.