At New Year, I got drunk and have memory loss. This is unusual for me, but I’m not a drinker, so I think that’s why.
I was visiting family for around 2 weeks and was at a party that night. Many people were quite drunk, and no one has said I did anything wrong that night. When I was doing washing once I returned home, I noticed that a pair of my underwear was torn across the front. They were a very old pair and seamless and I have tugged at the other side and can see that they can tear, but my mind has been racing since this happened.
I have no idea how they have torn, but coupled with the memory loss, I feel frightened. This party was just family and then family friends, so a group I felt very safe in.
This could all just be a coincidence, an I do suffer from OCD, but I feel like it’s too strange to be a coincidence.
I know I’ve been silly to drink too much. Please be gentle with me.