I made a serious attempt on my life 30 years ago but was unexpectedly disturbed and it was touch and go but I survived that.
I’ve now been suicidal for the last couple of years but haven’t acted on any plans.
I dreamt last night that I was in a mountainous country and I jumped off the top of a mountain. There was no chance of survival and I felt relieved and calm on the way down which took about 20 seconds. I can’t remember what happened when I landed but I wasn’t hurt (as it was a dream).
Has anyone else dreamt that they have taken their own lives as this is the first time it has happened to me in my 30+ years of MH struggles and it has unsettled me to have actually taken the final step?