Feel really down, can't stop crying. Had a termination last week, was the only option and not upset about it but feel empty. DP hardly speaks to me, works away from home 3 nights a week and when he's at home works practically non stop including all night long lately. Trying to cope with 3 kids, a 9 mo who has just started walking!! No money, a tiny, messy house and just feel totally lonely and isolated. I only keep going for the kids but right now I'm not making their lives any better either. Just don't see any light at the end of this very long dark tunnel.