I’m scared to say too much in case it’s identifying but I’m a drain a d a burden and I just don’t see a future for myself. I think it would be best if I wasn’t here but I don’t want to leave my children, I love them so much. I can’t stop feeling like this though. I am too ashamed to tell anyone. I don’t know what to do.
im so tired of it I always end up here but now it’s worse