I’m done. Emotionally, mentally, physically done. I’m trying to go through the motions for my children but they’d be better off without me anyway. The only thing stopping me ending it is that my life insurance wouldn’t pay out and I don’t want to leave my kids with no money.
Im struggling to even go through the motions, how do people do it? So the same thing day in day out day in day out and wait for old age to hit where you’ll hopefully die in not too much pain. There’s no point is there, I have no friends, no family, I hate where I live but can’t move, hate the situation I’m in and hate my life.