I really considered ending my life today.
id been given a letter with a phone number on to ring at any time, I rang it, waited 15 minutes for an answer to be told there’s a crisis cafe open Wednesday nearby.
really helpful, anyway I couldn’t do it in the end as it’s my children who would find me when they come home in the morning. My daughter was abused by my dad, and it’s messed up my mind. I just survive day to day, not living, just surviving. I want out, too scared to do it