I’ve been reading messages and I want to make things clear. I am in no way shape or form a good person in it human please remember that, it’s ok to tell me I need help but please remember that with the things I’ve done I do not deserve sympathy or pity, im a schizophrenic non human with anger issues, and please remember I have not been a child for quite some time I don’t like the idea of others caring for some monster like me the only thing I think I deserve is a little bit of a push in the right direction. Thank you for understanding and if you still wish to give me any of that I will kindly remind that I don’t deserve it nothing i went through in life is something i would call traumatic they are simply my punishment.