For context, my parents' are travellers so I've had a weird upbringing. I have a job now which is very well paid and VERY hard won.
I'm in mental health crisis and don't know how to deal. I've been contemplating the knives in the kitchen. Already covered in self harm scars. My husband knows I feel like this but has just chipped off to get drunk again with his mates. I'm covered with bruises to the extent I've not only had paramedics round but they've referred me to police without my consent because the bruising is so bad.
I just don't know what to do.
I hate 'be kind' because women have no such obligation. But in your responses please don't put me down.