My husband works away during the week and was supposed to come home Thursday night and then said Friday - was meant to leave at 3pm but said he had to work late. At 6.30pm I text to say leave before it gets dark. He replied with check your emails.
In the email he said he wasn't coming home and was going away and will let me know if he wants to be with me when he gets back.
I have no family and friends.
He's all I have.
I have embroyos that I was meant to use this year.
I'm early forties.
I can't start again with another person and have kids.
He's taken my only chance of having a family too.
I have no family, friends, job, money, pension - now no marriage or a chance of a family of my own.
I don't even have the guts to commit suicide.
I don't even know why I'm writing this.