I don’t know if it would be the best way out. I’d be leaving my sister - we haven’t got either of our parents and she has severe ASD and relies on me.
I keep thinking through what I’d do and when and how.
I’m not sure what else to do. Things feel too big for me to sort now, I’m too tired and scared. But then I keep thinking of when I phone my sister and we have fun, and I don’t want to hurt her, but I don’t know what else to do.
I am trying to get real life help, I’m on hold to 111.