I'm not sure why I'm writing this, I suppose to write my feelings out. I don't want to be here anymore and I dont know what to do. I'm at breaking point yet too scared to do anything about it in case it doesn't work. I'm at such a loss. My anxiety is through the roof due to a situation I don't even want to discuss with anyone. So I'm helpless, left feeling vulnerable, scared, alone and afraid. I don't know what to do at all. I tried a messaging service last night but they were very busy and didn't get back to me until th early hours. By which time I didn't even want to message. I didn't want to call and speak to anyone. I don't know. All I know is I can't go on much longer, I feel I can't take anymore. I just want to disappear forever and feel nothing.