Currently waiting for a specialist to call but after 2.5 weeks of waiting after calling the crisis team I feel lost.
Have tried Citalopram, Sertraline, Mirtazipine,Escitalopram, Fluoxetine and had a brief spell on Veneflaxin. The side effects were horrendous on all of them ( slightly less so on mirtazipine)
I've given all of these a fair crack...like 5-6 weeks, even my GP is at a loss and he has been brilliant.
I've lost all hope that there is an antidepressant that is going to help. I am on Propanolol which helps with the heart palpitations but my anxiety is off the scale. Awful knots in my tummy which never seem to subside. I take a small amount of Diazepam and a zopiclone for sleep but it's never a restful sleep.
Has anyone been in the situation? I've wanted to die but I just couldn't do that to my daughter.