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I need help

43 replies

Nemoandthefishes · 14/01/2008 10:32

my head is spinning and all I can think about is ending it..theres no point changing name cos I cant be fucked../I am drained and fed up of nothing being the way I want..i am tired and at the end of my strength...I just want to go to bed and not get up..kids are all at nursery and I doint want to pcik them up my fingers are heavy and my head is cloudy yety clear..i cant be bothered any more

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Karen999 · 14/01/2008 10:33

I am sorry that you are feeling this way? Have you felt like this for a while? Some days can seem worse than others. Do you have anyone you can talk to about how you are feeling?

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Nemoandthefishes · 14/01/2008 10:35

been this way for years thought was getting better but not..nobody here just tried to go to psyhcologist but seems fate was against me

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Desiderata · 14/01/2008 10:35

Nemo, you poor lass.

Talk to us. We can help, I promise you.

filthymindedvixen · 14/01/2008 10:36

Nemo, I don't know your story mate, but your children are beautiful. Killing yourself would be the worst thing that could ever happen to them. Please ring your GP now and get some help.

And keep talking...

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Nemoandthefishes · 14/01/2008 10:37

nothing to talk about have had enough fuck it all

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yogimum · 14/01/2008 10:37

Hi nemo, didn't want to read this and not post. It sounds you are at the end of your tether and having three children you must feel exhausted. Please speak to someone, even if its just on here. Or ring the samaritans, they saved my life. Things can and will get better.

Karen999 · 14/01/2008 10:38

You need to get some help. I know it may seem bleak just now but you can get better.

filthymindedvixen · 14/01/2008 10:39

whereabouts are you Nemo?

AuraofDora · 14/01/2008 10:42

i second yogimum
please ring someone NOW and talk
talk it all out
it is worth it

please do it

yogimum · 14/01/2008 10:44

I think she's in the liverpool area.

Karen999 · 14/01/2008 10:50

Good advice from Yogimu - I know you might not believe it but talking really can help...sometimes more so with a stranger. Please try to get some help. Your children need you.

filthymindedvixen · 14/01/2008 10:52

Nemo, you mention you are seeing a psychologist, is that private or is it part of a care plan approach? Do you have a plan of action for times when you are feeling this low. Who can you speak to?

Habbibu · 14/01/2008 10:53

Nemo, what happened with the psychologist? Why couldn't you see them?

filthymindedvixen · 14/01/2008 10:59

Nemo, I have to go now, please come back and tell us you're still here.

mellowma · 14/01/2008 11:01

Message withdrawn

yogimum · 14/01/2008 11:08

Please come back and let us know you are ok. If there is anyway we can help, even if it is just talking.

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Nemoandthefishes · 14/01/2008 11:12

was talking to dh but he has had to go as he needs to do work

pyschologist told me to go to one placer for appointment so put 3 sick kids into nursery, sat in traffic for nearly an hour only to get there and she was somewhere else..had to sit in traffic 40mins to come home

havent slept in 5 nights
antids make me sick
saw cpn at place and said I needed to talk and she said she will phone next week

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Nemoandthefishes · 14/01/2008 11:13

been sh already this morning and now need to picl ds up but girls in till 1

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yogimum · 14/01/2008 11:22

You need help before next week thats for sure. Can you go and see your GP today.

filthymindedvixen · 14/01/2008 11:24

how long have you been on these ADs? It may take a couple more weeks to settle. But if you have been on them for more than 4 weeks and still making you ill, they need to change them.
Is the sh under control?
Hope you can get some help very soon.

AuraofDora · 14/01/2008 11:25

sorry about your trip...oh thats a load of faff n shit and just when you really really dont need it.....fecking professionals...

Habbibu · 14/01/2008 11:47

Bloody hell, Nemo, that's a bit crap of the psych and cpn. I'd phone GP and ask for an emergency appt.

chocoholic · 14/01/2008 11:50

Oh god, Nemo, it sounds like you need to speak to someone ASAP sweetie.

Have you got anyone about nearby who you can drop in on? Otherwise I think calling the GP is a good idea. Can you leave the kids where they are for a bit longer to give yourself a breather.
xxx

dividedselfridgesxmaswindow · 14/01/2008 11:56

There is nothing worse than asking for help and then being let down - I know. You know I know. Fall apart if you need to - go down to your local mental health ward if you have to and have a meltdown but don't give up because I think you know you wouldn't be feeling like that if someone could come up with even half a solution.
x

chocoholic · 14/01/2008 12:10

Are you still about Nemo?