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I need help

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Nemoandthefishes · 14/01/2008 10:32

my head is spinning and all I can think about is ending it..theres no point changing name cos I cant be fucked../I am drained and fed up of nothing being the way I want..i am tired and at the end of my strength...I just want to go to bed and not get up..kids are all at nursery and I doint want to pcik them up my fingers are heavy and my head is cloudy yety clear..i cant be bothered any more

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Nemoandthefishes · 14/01/2008 13:17

spoken to gp who said I need to speak to psychatrist as he cant mess around with my meds..been on them on and off for 4 yrs

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lulumama · 14/01/2008 13:19

do you have direct number for CPN or the mental health crisis team? if not, you need to phone social services and ask for the number the emergency mental health team and talk to someone now. you can get an emergency assesment. or your DH can phone them if you are not up to it

hvae you been taking your meds?

has anything happened at all that might have triggered a sudden low ?

hugs to you x

chocoholic · 14/01/2008 13:19

Hey Nemo, big {{{{{{{hug}}}}}}} for you.
Can your Psychiatrist see you today seeing as she messed up your appointment this morning?

Are you feeling any better?

magicmummy · 14/01/2008 13:41

Nemo {{{big hugs}}} hope you get to see someone today. Keep talking on here if it helps, you're not alone, there's always plenty of people around to chat with.

chocoholic · 14/01/2008 15:28

Nemo, I'm fretting about you.
Have you managed to speak to anyone yet? Do you feel any better.
x

Buda · 14/01/2008 15:33

Oh Nemo. Wish I knew what to suggest. Keep posting here. When will your DH be home?

stoppinattwo · 14/01/2008 19:44

I have just spoke to Nemo, she is ok, very very fed up. She knows we all care very very much and are all here for her, have told her to keep talking, unfortunately DC's are between her and the PC atm

Nemo........you are our mate and we care about you very much, you can deal with anything, dont feel that you cant speak to any one of us at any time. XXXXX SA2

chocoholic · 14/01/2008 20:01

Thank you for posting that. I've been worried about her.

ScruffyTeddy · 14/01/2008 20:11

Nemo, I dont think I know you or what's happened to make you feel this way, but if you've posted this here then you are not beyond help. I too have battled with depression on and off..it never goes away entirely. There are people here who will understand how you feel, who care about you and will help you.

Much love coming your way.

TotalChaos · 14/01/2008 20:13

Only just seen this, very sorry you are feeling so low. Hope you can talk to psych about your meds very soon.

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Nemoandthefishes · 14/01/2008 20:54

thanks all for the thoughts..I shouldnt have posted to be honest as I wasnt thinking and didnt intend on worrying anyone...have had a couple of emails and phone calls and dont want people fretting over my shit. Triggers as per usual are life..all my family forgot about dd2 birthday which was last week and not one has said happy birthday kiss my arse or anything but yet again I wonder why I am surprised/upset by it. Money shite as per usual..but again nothing new. Dc have all been sick but I am also not sleeping and dont remember last time I did sleep. However things will carry on they always do innocent people end up with the shit while people who desrve crap have everything handed to them on a platter..

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Karen999 · 14/01/2008 20:56

Am glad you posted again....hope you start to feel a bit better soon.....x

TheMadHouse · 14/01/2008 21:08

Nemo

I have just seen this. Are you receiving any talking type therapy in addition to your Ad's?

I hope you are feel better after a nights sleep, could DH take over the night duties for you. Lack of sleep is one of my triggers.

It might be prudent to get the crisis teams number, they are there to offer you support when you need it.

Family can be cack - change your expectation, cause you can not chage them. My Mantra for the new year has been "I am not responsible for my mothers happiness" Those poor ladies on the Fly thread have had me repeating it to them

lucyellensmum · 14/01/2008 21:25

Nemo - i want to add my support. I was pretty much where you were this morning. Well, if im honest, not quite so bad, but i do empathise and think i understand.

Do keep posting, do talk to someone. It helps, it really does.

I know a family who were ripped apart by suicide, the ramifications are still occuring two generations, possibly three, later. It is just terrible. The thing that has kept me going is knowing how awful it is for everyone left behind.

Hang in there and stamp your feet that you need help, fast.

TotalChaos · 15/01/2008 00:04

Nemo - has the not sleeping etc just been since you started back with the Ven? Just wondering if that has thrown you further down.

and sorry things are so tough for you LEM.

chocoholic · 15/01/2008 09:08

Hi Nemo,
Hope you managed to get a bit of sleep.
I don't like to see anyone so down, especially not someone who has given me so much support.

Now about this worrying. Who says I shouldn't worry about your shit??? Takes my mind off my shit for a while.

Really do hope today is a better day for you Nemo.
x

TheMadHouse · 15/01/2008 09:47

I have to take my Ven in the morning, as it stops me sleeping.

TotalChaos · 15/01/2008 19:23

still thinking of you nemo, hope you got a little rest if not sleep last night, and you managed to talk to someone in the know about the meds.

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