Can anyone go through the process of self admitting please? I haven't left the house in several weeks, can't eat, I sleep until 4-5pm everyday and I can't go on like this. Unfortunately the doctors aren't interested anymore and I'm on antidepressants. I have a diagnosis of ASD and clinical depression, cptsd and have been self harming regularly for over 12 years now. Unfortunately I feel it's beyond therapy and counselling, I've been going through therapy since my school days but I don't feel in control of my life anymore. I live with my grandparents who don't quite understand how bad this is. I contemplate suicide daily, family say it's just built into me to feel this way. I need help, I've spent years trying to convince myself I'm the only person who can change this. But I'm weak and can't do any more for myself. My anger is through the roof, I constantly feel the need to smash things up and cause pain to others which breaks my heart to admit because I know that's not what I want.
Please no judgement, I've spent the majority of my life feeling like this. I was suicidal at the age of 7 and nobody has ever taken me seriously. I feel by self admitting I'll finally be getting the help I need. I'm in my mid 20s, I shouldn't be in this position. I've never been able to live a 'normal' life, I have absolutely no friends and have been disowned by most of my family.