I can't believe I feel like this just because of my job but I do. I just want to die. I've looked in to the quickest way to die but I haven't quite got the courage to go ahead.
I can't leave my job because my husband says we need the money and I can't change jobs because of the cost of childcare.
So I'm stuck in a job I really really hate, where I'm bullied all the time by the manager. I tried to complain about being bullied but I got shur down and the managers pulled rank.
The only good things are my husband and kids but they deserve something better someone who isn't in tears all the time. If I wasn't here my husband could find someone who would be a better wife and mum.
I'm so depressed I feel like I'm in a black hole with no way out except to die. No real point to this but just wanted to explain how I felt even if no one reads it.