I'm so crippingly unhappy and have been for years now. I literally just exist day to day. I hate my job but have no idea what else I would do. My confidence is shit I always feel like I'm crap at my job although no one has ever raised concerns about my performance. I'm so fat but food is the only thing that really brings me some happiness and comfort although I've not eaten proper meals for weeks. I wake up in the morning and think oh god I have to face another day. Already tried/am on meds have had loads of counselling and different kinds of therapy. If someone came to me now and said it's my last day I'd be so relieved. Thanks for reading, I don't have anyone I could say all of this to.