I’ve had enough. It’s been building up for a while but this morning it’s all come out. I’m a mum to a 5 year old and a 9 month old. Dp helps to some extent but he’s hardly here at weekends as he goes out. I love both DS to bits but I just can’t cope. My house is a shit hole as I just haven’t got the energy. I am sick of the constant crying and moaning and I have nothing to look forward to. I have no purpose in life. I could easily walk out right now and end things.