I will be alone on Christmas Day. My son and husband were killed in a car accident 2 years ago. My son was my only child and my husband the love of my life. My husband and I moved close to my son and dautgher in law 2 1/2 years ago to help with the children and my house is quite isolated though only 5 miles from my grandchildrens home. I do not drive and there is no direct bus route to my Gg home.
Anyway. I look after the children every day of school holidays my DIL drops them with me and then picks them up after work. Other than that I do not see them as I can not get there without a taxi which is expensive.
I have no siblings and my husband brother lives abroad.
I know I will be very sad again on Christmas Day as I have no one to share it with.
I just feel what is the point of carrying on now.