I got made redundant during Covid when I was 7 months pregnant so that was bad timing as I couldn't find new job then. I had some savings which I was to use for renovations and to see my maternity year with baby. For ripped off by builder who ran off with 20k. I had to pay for a new guy to come in and finish so what should have costed 20k landed up being double and literally all my savings gone that I saved up for last 15 years of working gone :( I cried, I even had suicidal thoughts. All this happened while I was still nursing a 3 week old. She is now 7 weeks old and I still haven't gotten over it and honestly really stressed financially and emotionally. I'm not sure what I'm trying to get out of this post. I suppose just a platform to vent and write my feelings as I am in a dark place and scared. Seeker help and it hasn't worked yet