My Anti psychotic is no longer working properly and I’m just feeling worse and worse each day. The voices are telling me to kill myself and to be quite honest I’d very much like to listen to it. Everything is just awful.
I don’t feel like I can tell anyone as I don’t want to worry anyone. I told my psychiatrist that the voices are telling me to kill myself but he’s just like okay. He doesn’t really offer much. There is currently no scope to adjust or change my current anti psychotic so I’m just stuck suffering.
Waiting for the cpn to contact me to start up again, so I don’t even have that support at the moment.
I just want to fall asleep forever.