I posted a long while ago about how my husband of many years had had affairs. I have now become a woman how drinks and looks for casual sex to make herself feel better
He suggests I go to casinos and pick up men. I am an ex gambling addict
He hurts me and throws me against things. I am bruised.
You cannot help me. I just wanted to write it down.
I feel so worthless. I used to be something
My friends love me. My children love me
I don’t love me. Honestly I used to be funny and nice. Now I am a sad piss head. Please you young people don’t waste your life
This probably doesn’t make sense because I have been drinking