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I don’t want to be here anymore.

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Rosebudsandraindrops · 22/10/2020 06:55

I don’t know what to do about it. I don’t really want to kill myself but I can see no other way out of the situation I am in.
If there was an off button I’d press it. I’m worried about the possibility of harming myself going wrong and being left in a worse position that I am now.
I don’t want to and won’t contact the gp. They have enough actually ill people to deal with and a large part of me also feels that I am a poor investment. What difference does it make if I’m here or not. I feel as though no difference.
I am taking it hour by hour at the moment because I don’t know what else to do. I’ve been here before but this time I feel much more strongly about it. I don’t even know why I’m posting, I can’t expect strangers on a forum to help me when I can’t help myself.

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MichaelMumsnet · 22/10/2020 07:15

Hello OP, we are really sorry to hear you are feeling this way.
We hope you don't mind, but when these threads are flagged up to us we usually add a link to our Mental Health resources. You can also go to the Samaritans website or email them on [email protected].

Support from other Mumsnetters is great and we really hope you will be able to take some comfort from your fellow posters, but as other MNers will tell you, it's really a good idea to seek real life help and support as well.

We also like to remind everyone that, although we're awed daily by the astonishing support our members give each other through life's trickier twists and turns, we'd always caution anyone never to give more of themselves emotionally to another poster than they can afford to spare.

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