Hi, not sure where to post this, need the best advice possible.
I'm married to a man who makes me so unhappy, I resent him.
He is a bully (I think?) I have lost all my confidence and self worth I don't even know if what I'm thinking is true!
I have serious mental health issues and he does nothing to help, he financially abuses me, makes me feel absolutely worthless, I do nearly everything for our children because he is so selfish, he will make himself lunch and not sort anything for the kids, he will wash a few bits HE needs but won't put any the family washing on at the same time, he expects me to pay him back for every single thing he buys - including things at like £1! He earns a wage, i have a few pounds left in my bank account and I lay awake worrying last night because I know he won't help and I'm stuck with nothing.
I feel like I walk around on eggshells most days, but for some reason seem to think I owe him something!
How do I get out of this? With no money, no savings? We don't own a home so can't get anything from that, I don't have any friends and don't have a good relationship with my mum. Where do I go? I can't make my kids leave schools with friends they know and they are so happy and settled..
I'm so down I feel so suicidal and just don't know where to turn anymore.
Any advice from traffic is more appreciated than you know. Thanks