So. I have been having mental health difficulties for the past four months. Out on my morning drive. In a car park complex, I didn't see someone waiting to cross at the zebra and they got so angry they shouted and took a photo of my car.
I understand he was upset as in his eyes, I almost hit him and apparently his daughter, but I honestly didn't see him at all.
I now feel horrible, guilty sad upset. I make so many mistakes and don't need to be made to feel like poo from complete stranger. I said I was sorry and I didn't see him, but he called me disgusting. So upset maybe life isn't worth it anymore, I fight battles in my head constantly, I fight my brain to not listen to the suicidal thoughts, but I think they might win now.