So I have a toddler and a baby and I'm wondering if I need some help or I'm just being dramatic and feeling like this is normal?
Sometimes I think about what it would be like to kill the toddler. God even writing that down is absolutely awful. Obviously I love him and would never hurt him but when he's having another screeching tantrum my mind does go there.
Most days I feel a bit numb but maybe its just the daily grind of baby and toddler life?
My husband does a lot which is great but at the moment he is doing a lot of overtime at work including weekends and I do feel resentment building, I'm snapping at him all the time even though I know hes doing it for the family.
I told husband last night that I sometimes have these thoughts and he said as long as its not all day every day its probably fine and to stop taking toddlers behaviour to heart. The baby had a bad night so in the morning I thought he might get up and take him so I could lie in but he was sound asleep so I went downstairs but snapped at him when he did come down.
I feel like a horrible wife and mother right now but I don't know if I'm being dramatic and it will just pass? I cant talk to anyone about this as it's so terrible