Single mum to two DC, one of whom is autistic and I feel like I have reached my limit with everything.
I wouldn't ever hurt myself because I wouldn't leave my children alone nor would I hurt my family like that but I just don't want to live. I don't have a life, I simply exist and every day is hard and there is no end to it.
I find myself almost wishing something would happen to me that would end this and I know that's wrong but I do.