Other than to be a mother for my kids.
I'm so so tired. One or more of them constantly wakes me at night.
I'm crap at my part time job.
I'm pretty crap and grumpy as a mother a lot of the time.
The planet is fucked up so is there any point in continuing, as if I go at least there is one less person using resources.
I don't seem to enjoy anything anymore.
All my friends gradually drift away after a couple of years and I have to make the effort to find new ones - so there must be something deeply flawed about me.
I am scared of dying, but I really think I've had enough.