I'm tired of having to fight through my life. I've had depression and anxiety throughout my life and I can honestly say if I didn't have kids I'd just end it all.
I'm a terrible mother. I have no patience, I can hardly get through a day without bringing gloom upon the household. I'm ruining my marriage because I'm just horrible to be with.
I always said I'd never leave my kids but I just don't know how much longer i can keep that promise. I honestly feel my husband would be better off without me. He says we're at rock bottom and its all because I'm ruining it all.
I asked for help. I said im having terrible thoughts but no one hears me. Probably because its all been heard before.