Hi everyone this is my first time posting. I’m 26. My boyfriend of 1 year and a half broke up with me on friday and i cant make sense of it. We dont live together, no kids. He’s a workaholic and has a lot going on with his parents at the moment and he’s not very good with emotional stuff so hasn’t opened up to me about whats going on. he’s said this isn’t fair on me that after 18 months we havent started building a life together because of his issues and because he works so much. I am sure that there isn’t anyone else. I have never loved someone like this before and the pain is eating me up I feel suicidal. This was the best 18 months of my life. He wasn’t abusive at all, kind, respectful, honest, trustworthy, fun. What do I do if I never meet anyone like him again? I cant stop thinking about killing myself. I don’t know why I’m posting this I just need to hear something reassuring i suppose