I'm finding the days harder to live.I keep on telling myself wait until certain events happen but I don't think I can actually live anymore. I feel emotionally disconnected to the world and the only thing that is keeping me going is that one of these days I will take my life. I am a mother to 3 beautiful children and I've tried to stay strong for them but I have no fight left in me. I have gone to the GP 3 weeks ago and they prescribed me Setraline. I don't think it's helped at all, I feel exactly the same even more determined to go through with it! I have felt like this for most of my life and have had a few failed attempts. I've spoken to my parents (who are very religious by the way) and I just don't feel like they are taking me seriously! I'm finding hard to be around people, to the point that on Sunday at a family party I found myself upstairs crying uncontrollably. I am overwhelmed by my sensitive nature and just feel I don't belong here. I just wanted to get this off my chest!