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Think I'm the girl who cried wolf.

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NellieBee · 10/02/2019 10:17

I feel absolutely desperately suicidal. I can't stop obsessively googling ways to do it and feel incredibly unsafe. I have OCD and my obsessive thoughts have always been horrific, but this is something else.

However I have been suicidal so many times before that I think my partner no longer takes much notice. But this time feels DIFFERENT. It is taking over my every minute just trying to stay alive.

I am currently an inpatient in a psych hospital for my OCD and I have told my consultant I want to kill myself but he seems unbothered.

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LilyMumsnet · 10/02/2019 11:19

Hello OP, we are really sorry to hear you are feeling this way.

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