I have body dysmorphia. It's so bad right now that I'm ruining my relationship with my partner and struggle to be in the moment with my baby.
I keep obsessing over surgery or just killing myself as I'm such a burden to everyone around me and how can I be a good mother to my child when this is all i think about.
My depression has wore my partner down To the point he's given up on me.
We just bought a house have a baby as he says I'm still not happy so fuck it.
I don't know what to do. I've done CBT feel I'm having a massive relapse and just can't see how therapy will help anymore.