I'm finally biting the bullet and going to the doctor. I feel out of control, I can't stop thinking about dying and I can't say that I won't do something. I have a two week old baby that I feel nothing for. I'm going to make an urgent appointment today. I'm really embarrassed to tell them that I'm suicidal. I'm so scared. I feel like I'm drowning. Everyone keeps saying to go to my GP.
What will my GP actually do?