Sorry I'm testing out new name. However I've been here over a decade but never had the nerve to ask for help because my life really is a car crash and it's all my own fault.
I've been weak with regards to an absolute totally physical and mentally abusive H My grown up DC are damaged because I was weak.
I used to have a career but now just "do" minimum wage jobs because my self esteem is so low I don't know how to get back to how I used to be.
I'm 52 and I spend most of my time wishing I was a lot older so I could naturally die soon