I used to cut but I can't because it depressed my mother and my partner would leave me and probably take our son. I think sometimes I can get away with burning myself. I need something to take the edge off. I think about it when I get overwhelmed. I don't know why this is the only thing I think can help. Binge eating use to help but I barely have an appetite anymore, and if I eat my regular meals during the day, I can't. I have to be strong for all these people and put myself out for them all but I don't get the same. I'm sick of it, I don't get the same in returm. I can feel myself growing angrier, I used to be laid back and I could easily let things go but I feel so unimportant, so unappreciated to everyone. I just need something to make me feel better.