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Starting to scare myself. ..suicidal thoughts

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RottenTomatoes959 · 21/09/2017 16:50

Posting this here so it dissapears.
Let me start by saying I don't want to,not really anyway and would probably never be able to go through with it but the frequency of these thoughts are getting a bit much. I'll be fine for a while and then bad for a while but the gap between the bad times is shortening.
I can't stop myself imagining it and googling ways to do it,like the least painful ways and how easy.
I know it's bad but I can't stop myself. I know I'd never do it and people would care but I don't really care.
Im probably talking shite but I'm worrying myself now.
sorry for the rant but can't talk to anyone in RL

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LornaMumsnet · 22/09/2017 15:14

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