NC for this as I don't want it following my normal username and I know some MNers like the advanced search button.
As above really. Aibu to think like this?
I'm really struggling at the moment, ds2 is a total handful and DD is a toddler so has her own challenges. I struggle through every day but I feel like shit. Dh is understanding until I talk of leaving for a bit as in going away for a few nights or a week just to be alone. Then the guilt trips start. I'm so fucked off with it.
I'm at the end of my tether, I hate my life and today I want to run away. I started looking up flights for a week when my mums on AL to have the kids and then he starts saying about how I'm leaving him and making it obvious how fucking resentful he'd be if I go.
I feel like it would be easier to get into my car and have a fatal crash just so I didn't have to deal with the fucking guiltrip for wanting a break from the mother monotony of being a sahm