I hurt so much it takes my breath away, I don't know where I belong. I can handle life stresses. I feel sorry for the kids being snapped at cos I cant deal with anything. its on my mind everyday, I cant go to a&e theres no where safe to put the kids, I don't want to die I just want this pain to go away. I don't even know what the pain is. it just hurts my head and makes me want to leave.
this is the only place I can come to talk. no one understands me. I have no one to talk to, I don't want to be locked up I feel im no longer in control scared every day im not going to make it.