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She will take my place in their hearts

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WingsofNylon · 20/06/2017 19:36

My niece was born today. All I can think about is killing myslef. I've wanted to for a while and the only reason I'm here is because of my husband, siblings and parents. I'm duty bound not to hurt them so i troop on but I'm sick of living for everyone else. If I died today they would hurt for a bit then they would heal. My niece would fill the space in their hearts and they would move on.

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IonaMumsnet · 20/06/2017 19:59

Hello Wings, we are really sorry to hear you are feeling this way.

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