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I wish I could kill myself.

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heatherxo · 19/06/2017 15:22

I really do. I don't even know what I'm doing anymore. My mood swings just won't stop and no one is giving a Fuck!! I try and try to explain what's happening to me (to docs) and they do nothing everytime.

I've had a great 2 weeks. GREAT. Like I've been on top of the world, best mood ever. No set backs, nothing. Everything was great.
And today. Boom. It's honestly like my head has exploded. I'm feeling shit, I've cried all fucking day. All I can think about is how much I hate myself.

Surely this isn't right..? I know I'm gonna feel "depressed" now for a couple weeks before I mysteriously feel amazing again.
Someone help before I lose my mind Sad

KatherineMumsnet · 19/06/2017 15:51

Hi OP,

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