I'm going through the assessment process at the moment. I put in a Mandatory Reconsideration in a couple of weeks ago. This is all very worrying. I wish that a lot of people would stop seeing anxiety as just feeling a bit nervous at times. It is highly debilitating.
I am severely agoraphobic. I can not leave my flat without my husband and even then the furthest I can go is the 12min walk to my daughters nursery. It causes me huge amounts of distress and I can only get there by reciting things to myself, deep breathing and constantly fidgeting. It feels awful. I am rarely out for longer than that half hour.
I struggle to get in the garden (downstairs-flat is first floor) and can't take my rubbish down without deep breathing. I don't live, I exist. I have had counselling, 3 lots of CBT, hypnotherapy and am currently seeing a psycologist.
I have had anxiety for 12 years, agoraphobia for almost 8. I usually say that I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy-I would make an exception for the people that made this decision.