I'm not sure if this is more suited to the MH board but I can't seem to get the 'new topic' link to work on there :/
I'm in a massive downward spiral. I have severe depression and anxiety (medicated, no other input from services). All I think about is hurting myself and how much I don't want to be here.
No children to worry about, no-one who's really all that bothered about whether I'm here or not tbh. I can't sleep. I spend so much time lying on the floor just.. existing. It took me an hour to work up the effort to log-in on my laptop this morning, I just stared at the stock photo on the log-in screen and couldn't think of a reason to do anything else.
I am so tired and so done with everything being so hard. No idea why I'm posting, other than to ask for a virtual hug or a kick up the arse to sort myself out?